Christina Aguilera ; Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when i saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but i walked away
If only i knew what i know today
Ooh ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing i wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes i wanna call you
But i know you won't be there

Ooh, i'm sorry for blaming you
For everything i just couldn't do
And i've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days i feel broke inside, but i wouldn't admit
Sometimes i just wanna hide, cuz it's you i miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me i was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who i am?
There's nothing i wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you are looking back

yeah

Ooh, i'm sorry for blaming you
For everything i just couldn't do
And i've hurt myself
Oo-ooh

If i had just one more day
I would tell you how much that
I missed you since you went away

Oo-ooh
It's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything i just couldn't do
And i've hurt myself...

...by hurting you

So Close - Jon McLaughlin (Enchanted OST - High Quality)

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Now you're beside me
And look how far we've come
So far we are so close ...

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend

Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

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I have stayed in home about 6 days on holiday time.. I can't deny that I'm very bored.. Plus, most of my seniors' fren doesn't online...

I knew they r busy this year and I won't put very high hope.. Thus, I knew we still can meet in school, coz the school wouldn't run anywhere else..
I wished I could turn back the time to last year.. If I do, i wanna be a really arrogant person and have nothing to do with the older except my sister..

And also, i don't wanna be too friendly with people.. So, I won't have any friend like nowaday.. But, time move faster than i am.. Nothing should i regret now.. I should be thankful that people would be my fren than being someone who always alone without having any fren at all.. *speechless*

Someone asked me to be myself but how? Sometimes I don't know wether I'm being myself or someone else.. I am bad or otherwise ? No one tell me the answer.. Maybe I'm both..
Or maybe I am too bad..

Am I too emo? I'm not a robot who have no feeling.. I just don't wanna show what i feel.. It's too private for me.. Once i cry, I couldn't stop anymore.. Like there's something come by in sudden..
That why I'm very hard to let out my tears..

A Happy Ending Night

Tonight, I start my night with shower.. Of course lah.. Always take shower first and then do whatever I wanna do next.. But tonight, I had to go to tusion.. hrmm, not awesome lah..

I took shower for about 30 minutes to sing, to shower, to dance, to..to..to... ah, whatever lah.. Everything I did in the bathroom.. It was fun actually, but I always falls,.. It's hurt but I'm used to it..


After that, I get ready to tusion center.. When arrived, I walked in and then, I met somebody in the form 3 class, my senior who closed to me.. *I'am waving idiotly*.. And, I walked to get into mine one.. I noticed that I came early today!! That's becoz most of the sits are empty.. *clap for me*

Once I get in, I choosed a place.. For my Information, most of the student in the class are my primary's frens and still they are my fren..

After the maths class end, I get down the stairs' and finding my mom's car.. *look left/right* And I saw someone who was waving at me.. I took a few second and finally i recognized that person is my cousin.. haha.. Howcome, I didn't recognized m own cousin..

My uncle n cousin took me to their home, my mom also there.. haha,, funny moments..

I was happy then becoz she asked me to play 'congkak' with her.. U know congkak? aiyaa, pabo..
Seriously, when she asked me to play, I feel nervous coz I never knew n never learn how to play that game.. Or could be, all of traditional game I don't know how to play included congkak, batu seremban n I don't know the rest..

Pabo me!
And, we play about 3 times, and I won all of the round.. Yeah ! I don't know how to play but I knew how to win.. hehhe.. Awesome rite..

And then, mom asked me to go home.. Let's go, Bebeh!! haha.. On the way, I smile very very long.. kekeke.. At least, I'm happy for a while,,
Alrite, Story Fin ady.. Sayonara luls..

Actually, I wanna post this story lastnight but it's almost midnight.. so, I decided to post today..
LaLaLa,,  Gong Xi Fa Cai..

Cuti Cuti dalam Rumah ;(

Masa Cuti Skolah !!

1. Salah seorang classmate classified aku sebagai seorang penyanyi dlm kelas.. Tak marah aaih.. Memang betol pun aku kaki nyanyi.. Tapi suara aku tak lah sesedap asam pedas.. asam je lebih !! kalau dengar berkerut lah muka.. Tapi ada juga muka-muka yang tak berkerut iaitu Sarah, Syaza n Izni, diorang ni pendengar tetap aku.. kira macam costumer lah..!! Tapi aku selalunya nyanyi lagu korea, paham2 lah takkan aku nak hafal kot.. kesudahannya, aku merepek ja lah.. hemtam je lah.. A.A.K? kalau nak tau, lagu favourite aku ialah BoBoiBoy.. suka hati arr... aku 13tahun agy belom 14.. kalau 14 pun apa aku kesah..

 2. While having holiday, aku kena jaga anak anak anak kakak aku selama 4 hari yg buat aku sengsara.. anak dy dua ja pon.. aku ja berlakon cam 40 org anak.. tapi diorang ni memang nakal.. yang sorang tu tok sah tanya lah, dy memang menyakitkan hati.. yang sorang lagi tu ok ckit ja pon.. nasib baik dy cute.. tapi aku cute agy.. !! ceh.. blah ah.. kucing aku cakap 'angkat bakol sendiri x pa'.. tpi sbenarnya aku pun x tau bila dy ckp.. sebab aku rsa, sepanjang aku bela dy, dy x pernah ckp bahasa melayu.. I say man.. U say woman... Oh, lupa pulak nak tulis yang nephew aku ckp rambut aku cm korea.. btol ke? ok ! gomawo.. kembang semangkok hidung aku.. tak leh nak ukur dah..!!





3. Sambil aku tulis blog ni, aku menyanyi gak.. kahkahakha.. lagu apa? lagu 인피니트 lah weh.. BTD, Paradise, Be Mine dan terutamanya Can u Smile.. nanti bila skolah buka boleh aku nyanyi masa waktu pj.. dah memang hobi pun menyanyi masa pj.. ahahhah.. tak leh blah!! kalau tak phm 인피니트 tu apa.. cara2 nk translatenya pandai2 korang la..

4. Entah knapa cuti ni, mak cik ken batik tu tak online sehari pun, memang btol aku tgh tunggu tapi sampai bila ni? banyak persoalan yang bertanya di minda.. mcm lagu Nj pulak.. salah satu nya, mana dy pegi? marah dkat aku ka? x bayar internet ka? sakit ka? pergi holiday ka? balik kampung ka? mcam2 lagi lah.. tak pa lah.. aku akan tunggu.. I'll be waiting for you.. Cewaah, mcm lagu BOF lah..
memang pun...!!

5. Luaran aku memang nampak biasa ja.. tapi dalam hati? aku tengah tunggu seseorang ajak aku keluar shopping ke, holiday ke, swimming pool ke, tapi sbenarnya aku x tau berenang pun.. nak buat cam na, bapak aku tak ajar kan lagi.. sabar je lah.. Nak amik kelas berenang nanti aku x da masa dah tu, dy pulak yang tak bagi.. Aku nak blajar Karate jugaa!! tapi x da org nak ajarkan, So, aku blajar dari tv je.. walaupun tv tu tulis 'Don't Try This At  Home'.. A.A.K? aku buat jugak bila x da org dkat rumah.. :P *keras kepala*

 

Mati mati hari isnin ni aku ingatkan ada sekolah.. seriously, aku dah lupa yang aku tengah cuti.. haish.. aku muda agy... Lepas habis tulis blog x tau dah nak buat apa.. tapi aku dengar macam bantal busuk aku tengah panggil aku tido,, tapi mulut aku tak nak menguap pun..





Dah habis dah crita.. nak crita agy pegi tgk tv..!!
Dadidu pergi dulu.. < bak kata Nadia @#$% rahsia lah.. nanti ada yang ushar!!

[eng] [110512] Infinite - Can U Smile COMEBACK performance [HD]

Can u Smile Infinite

Infinite - Can U Smile

i remember that feeling a long time ago,
when i looked at you,
i remember that time when u knew me,
i knew you,.

i think about those desperate times,
when i wanted to be like you,
hang out with you,

but it's merely a memory,
that's passed by,

and, can u smile?
u want this,
u hope for this,
I can't seem to have u with only my heart,.

and, can u smile?
i said to go,
i said i'm okay,
seem like u can give nothing but this to u at the end,.

yeah, yeah..

i remember a long time ago,
when i received your heart
i think of those time
when u're overflowing to me and i was thankful

we came across a farewell,
when we loved the most,
when we're the happiest,
because i was sorry

i can't hold u back
because u're overflowing to me

and, can u smile?
and still, still, at the end, still i..
but probably in the end, i still...

and, can u smile?
i want to take
i want to hold on
because u can only be happy once u leave my side

and, can u smile?
i said to go
i said i'm okay

Infinite BTD

Infinite  BTD

                             Becoz I listen to my heart beat one by one,

Because I listen to my heart, listen to my heart,

Amuri neoryeokhaedo gajil su eopdamyeon
neon aniradeora geojigata

na nan ireokeneun motnwa geuge dapdaphae
geuge mangmakhae

Why Why, Why Why, Why Why
Before the dawn, Before the dawn

nae maemaneum jip chagi aniya

Before the dawn, Before the dawn
Before the dawn, Before the dawn

neol bandeusi kkok jabanego sipeo

Sarangeul soksagideon du ipsul
matdaheun chance dachideun hu nun
jarageul pihae fly to the my heart I'll be there by your side

nan geujo baraman bodaga noereul
maemdoldaga ikhsukhaejyeonneundae geojigata

ijen moedeungeol nwajurae geuge dapdaphae
geuge manhmakhae

Why why, Why why, Why why
Before the dawn, Before the dawn

Before the dawn, Before the dawn 

naemaemmaneum jipchagi aniya

Before the dawn, Before the dawn
Before the dawn, before the dawn

neol bandeusi kkok jabanego sipeo

nado moreuge ni geurimjareul barba
ama na jeomjeom michyeo ganabwa

Becoz I listen to my heart beat one by one..

To my eyes that see everything to be dark
You're the only one that shine brightly
Becoz I listen to my heart

Before the dawn, before the dawn
Before the dawn, Before the dawn

 I'll stop u before it's too late

Before the dawn, Before the dawn
Before the dawn, Before the dawn

I want to have you in the end no matter what

Close your eyes and close your mind

Your roads that covered with veils
I want to protect you from a future
That seems to be captured in the secrets

I don't want to lose you, you must love me
I hold you tightly so you can't leave
I grab into you so u won't have to cry
No matter how many time you throw me away
Or however u try to prevent it I 'll never let you go....


BTD

Chinese NY Holidays'

Chinese New Year's is very close now.. And I got one week of holiday.. Seriously, I thought there's nothing to do and have some relax but I have to go tusion instead.. I hate this..!!

I have no mood to do update my knowledge on this holiday coz there is so much tensioness in school .. grr.. What can I do to escape accept do nothing..! Seriously, I admit that school's teachers are very pushy but my tusion's one aren't..

Different place, different things will happen, right? Yeah...

My class teacher is very kind and I bet she doesn't deserve to be a teacher at all.. ask the others to know more..
My Science's teacher is very very fierce but I like her 'in my heart' actually... *keep it*
My Geografi teacher is fine if the student fine too.. She's not really fierce actually.. She's good.
and My Pj's teacher is very crazy.. I don't know how she pass in teaching... 
And that's all about my teacher.. the other are just fine..
To be honest, None of them are fine to me..

Today is such a bad day.. My fren had been move to other place in class.. I'm sad coz they're the one who giving me happiness all this while.. hnjdhckjhsjknnjasn *crying* huhuhu

Back to topic... After holiday, two jerk programme will be held that're Sport House practice and ... PLBS!! jerk...

On sport house practice is fine.. I've think about it.. but PLBS? oh no, Last year i only got 19/30 coz my bad... I'm very bad and I'm not good enough in b. Malaysia subject especially in making letters, story, and something that i have to imagine.. Sorry, Not my interest..

Holiday still holiday, now I'm going to enjoy it happily though I'm not really happy..

K.. that's all.. bye..

Hey You !
I got the move like lembu..!! haha
Gong Xi Fa Cai

Minggu Kedua pada Januari :'(

Oh, Tidak ! Esok dah skolah.. Rasa macam nak cuti untuk lagi satu bulan sebab aku tak nak jumpa classmate, schoolmate, school maids ke.. apa apa lah.. sorang pun aku tak sanggup nak jumpa.. Tapi, apa aku boleh buat? Dah nasib yang aku ni still lagi 'budak sckolah'...

Untuk minggu kedua ni, dah mula kelas komputer.. Kelas aku kena datang hari Selasa, so, kalau ada latihan rumah sukan tu tak la sibuk sangat merayau satu sekolah beli itu beli ini... Aktiviti yang seterusnya aku dah tak tau.. Kalau ada, aku sambung cita..

~Kisah Seterusnya~

Tahun ni banyak sangat masalah yang dah menimpa aku.. kesian sungguh kan ! Sekarang ni, antara masalah yang paling berat sekali adalah 'pengangkutan' untuk aku pergi sekolah.. Pak cik bas yang lama tu dah jual dia punya bas yang sudah berkarat tu.. Jadi tak da lah transport.. So, buat sementara waktu ni pergi dan balik sekolah diuruskan oleh bapa aku yang sangat sibuk.. Dia yang hantar, dia yang ambil.. 

Kalau dia tak da, aku pun tak tau apa nak jadi..

Aku sibuk sangat tahun ni, start minggu kedua sekolah.. Aku dah start kena pergi tusyen.. Belum mula tusyen lagi aku dah rasa penat... Mana tak nya, pergi skolah pun balik dengan banyak homework.. Ditambah pulak, tahun ni kebanyakkan cikgu yang mengajar 'Garang' !!

Kalau kerja tak siap kena potong merit... 

Dah la markah merit untuk setiap murid tu sampai habis skolah kot kalau aku tak silap.. No renew lah maksudnya...!! Kalau tahun ni merit 95 tahun depan pun sama lah.. Hadoih... *sakit jiwa* .. Tahun ni kena belajar rajin-rajin sebab tahun depan dah PMR..

Masuk bab PMR pulak, rasanya lepas aku habis Tingkatan 3, aku ingat nak pindah sekolah lain.. Aku dah plan nak masuk satu skolah ni, skolah ni untuk perempuan ja.. Sekolah ni pulak dekat dengan rumah kakak aku.. So, aku tak la tension sangat kalau masuk asrama dekat sana.. Kalau ada offer untuk aku duduk dekat dengan kakak aku, of course aku "setuju".. 

Tapi yang beratnya, kalau aku pindah, aku kena tinggalkan kawan aku yang gila dan especially kakak yang aku dah angkat sebagai kakak angkat.. haha.. Tak lawak lah..!! Tak pa lah, benda-benda cam ni aku fikir kemudian hari je.. Sekarang ni, aku cuma kena fikir pasal pelajaran dulu..

Ok, habis dah cerita aku... Papai...
Kali ni aku buat bahasa Melayu pula.. suka hati aku lah.. 

Junior Sick or Suck ? :3

Seriously, I still thought that I am still form 1 student.. Every time, I'm climbing up the stairs to get into the class, I always wanna go upstairs to 1D class.. I admit that I can't accept what would happen next.. 

Those junior are very very small and short short one.. Once, I feel like wanna ask one of them this question : "Are you thirteen enough?".. That question always flying in my mind.. I describe them all as size S student.. But, not 100% of them are short.. Some also tall and 'normal'..

They are short but some of their mind are like full of suck.. They don't have much respect.. But for now, I've fall for this one girl.. She had a very cute chubby face, and she smiled at me once but I didn't reply it sincerely coz I've no mood.. I'm very worried on that time.. Sorry Kid !

And in fact, I also hate this one boy that had called me 'Aunt' am I look like an aunt? No !! I'm still thirteen.. I hate that boy, he's very rude. Yeah ! can't deny how Boy's nowadays attitude.. 

By the way, I also get tension with this guy who make me feel very sick like fever or something.. His problem is, every time he met me he'll ask me random question.. I guess only me.. I feel very jerk answering his every question.. Because of him, I changed my Club, and also my Sport's.. I don't want to face him for another 12 month..

I really wanna be meant but... 

NEXT TOPIC !!

I really wish that school session will be change to morning on March.. I don't wanna have transport's problem for another 11 month.. I don't wanna see my father being in rushed to pick me up for school anymore.. I want a very calm situation.. However, I've a decision that I don't want to ride Sarah's school bus to school.. To much problem I have heard... Anyway, the driver is very lazy !! 

So, uum.. That's for now.. 

Sayonara, Chinggu !!

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Oh My.. Today when I went to school.. huh ! Too much surprises that I couldn't accept..

Firstly, I pass the gate nervously and luckily I saw my fren especially Sarah who always make it crazy !! haha...

What make me very very nervous is... when the male teacher told us that a few student gonna move to other class n some get into our class like changing.. I didn't expect that Niqi is the person who gonna move.. I don't understand why this happen.. It's shouldn't be..!! Luckily, Sarah, Syaza and Izni stay.. *nervous* .. We lost Niqi but .....

And, after that crazy moment !! everybody went to the text book's room.. I hate this time..!! We must waited very long time.. But, I got it at last.. While queuing, Nabila came n told me someone is back to High School.. I didn't hear clearly but when I see ... I, I, I saw Nurina !! Oh My .. She's back.. Yeah, I can't deny that I'm still waited for her.. And she did came back..

I'm happy but I dunno how to show.. And while waiting, we kept talking bout k-pop, this, that and bla, bla, bla.. And suddenly, a person came from my right side and i shocked, " Aaarr" .. It's kk Mira, we talked about class and we had a little fight like the usual.. But, she punched me on my back!! Auwwch !! It's hurt.. I kill you, kk Mira !! haha

And when I got into that jerk full room, I met kk Zafirah, hoh !.. This time I shocked, I did realized that I was standing just beside her.. She called me.. Oh, "Shocked Again".. Why many peps make me shocked today!!  And,, she very busy while I kept disturbing her.. haha!! I got text books and GET OUT !!

After the text book session past, me and Syaza went to canteen to make call.. and.. ok... everything fine..

When I arrived at the gate I met Izni.. And.. we waited for a while.. And then, "A police car !!" Syaza said.. And it's my father !! OUCH !! It happened finally..!! He came with his police car .. Lucky not much people at the gate.. I wish no one else saw me in that car !! Huh ! seriously , I really had to face the biggest shamed ... This is what I'm escaping from this while, but it HAPPENED !!

Ok, when arrived home, I felt tired and sick with my back.. But I better shared this story first ...

That's all happened on page 3/366.

Bye bye guys..

I'm happy !

XD